The Power of A Clear DESIRE

Hi. I am LOVING and moving right along with the power of Face The Truth, which is the title of my February intenSati series (see my last post)...

Okay, here's the deal. I've been afraid to be clear about what I truly desire. I hear other people exclaim and declare with tremendous clarity and precision what they really, really want and I see them move about with a metaphorical (and metaphysical!) machete, cutting out things which are not for their highest good. Then, I see them get what they want and it is very, very exciting!!!

With the mantra THE TRUTH SETS ME FREE that I practice with the intenSati action CAREFREE, I am allowing the truth of what I really DESIRE to bubble up to the surface...

CLEARLY

With respect to my career, here is what I want to be doing: For starters, I want to be teaching intenSati, which I LOVE, to hundreds of people both at Equinox, outside of Equinox, in New York, and around the country. Heck, around the world. Why not!? I love teaching, I seem to be quite good at it, students love the practice annnnnd it is good for humanity. It is truly all good. :) On the acting front, I am ready for the Big Time. Done. So, I am intuiting it would be GREAT to start with a familiar right of passage for New York actors -- LAW & ORDER. I am ready to have a great speaking role on one or more episodes, and I would REALLY like it to be a Criminal Intent with Vincent D'Onofrio. On stage, I want to give a brilliant performance in the play I'll be in on Feb 27/28 called "Tour DeForce" and do another play in a few months with the outstanding Amanda Gates-Ellison, a stellar actress and friend of mine. I sing, too, and want to be performing my music, continue to write new songs and collaborate with other musicians, YES! I want to have a music video, at least one, in under 12 months time. I also want to publish my poetry and essays. I've written some good stuff on here -- right?! :) -- and I would love to see it in print or on a kindel or an Ipad or something! As far as money goes, I want to make equal or more than the amount of money I currently make as an Exective Assistant and have wonderful health benefits, too. It is my desire to grow and attract more abundance and have complete financial solvency.

SOOOOOOO, once the DESIRE is free and expressed, like it is here, the next job is to ALLOW and here's how I've learned to do that. First, I appreciate and feel good in the place that I am presently and affirm the abundance of it all. That's not too hard for me while I'm teaching and performing, but when I get to my DESK JOB it becomes very, very difficult and I find myself really having to focus on positive thoughts to keep my mental garden from getting infested with weeds. Rather, just appreciate the job, the money, the benefits, the people, what I am learning here -- BE GRATEFUL FOR THE MOMENT. Keep that state of mind (hi Discipline) while I take time to visualize, feel, taste, smell, own, the fulfillment of what I DESIRE. Practice absolute faith and trust that it is on the way. When the mantras of doubt creep in, practice "I want it, I got it" and just relax.........

What about my love life? I DESIRE a healthy, solid, amazing relationship with my soul mate. I am learning to appreciate being single (So long, self pity) and get excited about what's on the way! Each day, I take time out to feel what it feels like to be living my life with my soul mate. I am so vivid and even though I can't see what his face looks like, ha ha, I can still just feel it and it's SO beautiful to me. Building on one of last month's intenSati affirmations -- I focus on my beauty -- I passionately affirm my beauty as a partner. I can see and accept what a wonderful girlfriend I would make and I can even now go so far to say I will make AN INCREDIBLE WIFE and MOM!!!!!!! I was never able to say that. I thought I was not stable enough. I thought I had too much work to do on me. Well, now I know that the real truth is I have so many skills that would just make me an incredible wife and mom. So I stand in the power of that belief with an open heart to receive the man who is perfect with me. Beautiful.

THANK YOU for reading and I encourage you to fearlessly tap into your heart's desire today. Love, Lindsay